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16 year old me would never have posted a selfie, never mind a poem.

She would never have dreamt of having such confidence.

She would have waited ’til someone else posted a picture of her that was passable and used that for her profile –

So passive.

Now, I post both, both different forms of self-portraiture.

 

 

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Airy

When you feel unloved,

let the wind run through your fingers and wash away that notion that you are unworthy.

I think of you often and love you with a sincerity that is out of character.

Unmuse

As you turn unhanded into something flat, you decrease, and cease to become the influence you once were on my sense of sexuality and expression.

Just a man, inadequate. Just a memory of love unreturned. My body doesn’t flux at your image. My hands are mine again.

Constant

I hope to sit with you one day,

in a content sort of way.

Sometimes thing are okay and sometimes they’re not,

But I’d love to have you as a constant, even though you can’t be constant,

Because one day, after you’ve become my constant, my comfort, you’ll die, or I will,

And the other will be left in a constant state of grief and loss, which will in some way ease but never go.